Am I insane or drunk?

I felt that I'm getting more and more sensitive, not in design, not in sense, but in feelings..
Since when I have the problem to express myself?
Since when I start to lose control and act like someone that gone insane?
I'm not so sure about what had happened to me in this few weeks.
I was suspect that I've lost my mind by my friends.

It's really scary to have such experience...
Anyway, my days are getting bored with working all day, facing the monitor.
I felt like going for a trip, a short trip...
To the mountain... To the sea...
To somewhere I can relax, somewhere I can lie down to have a good rest.
Could I? When? I don't know... Maybe... Tomorrow?
Nah~ Only dreams will satisfied me for now.
I got the responsibility to be a good worker, to be someone else...

The photos when I'm with some crazy friends in those days reminded me,
those crazy days with laughter and stress we had together.
I miss them... I miss those days with no time limitation like now, 9am to 6pm.
I miss my passion on handmade too...

I asked a best friend of mine who he doesn't think he is to me...
"Do you have any idea how to cure someone who couldn't focus all the time?"
He just gone speechless when i asked that...
I'm actually having such problem.
I just couldn't focus on anything...
Even my words are like a mess, like someone who get drunk...

A~ Whatever~ That's all for today...

-The End-