Friday, July 31, 2009

Busy & Challenging Days

No doubt, this is Mao bi!! haha!! My friend just told me that he is coming soon on next Monday!! Wow!! Damn cute!! All of them are so cute!! haha... So excited about this! Uhuu~ haha...

I feel so sorry that i've been some time didn't update my blog. Yes, i'm damn busy nowadays. Assignments, clients, meetings.... Wow! Days just pass by like this! Nevermind, I like this kind off life, busy with value. Haha!!

I'm in a new group of people in this semester, tehy are, JunJun, Iko, Teow, Aaron and Vincent. Haha! You know what? This semester is the best time ever! I do enjoy being with them, fooling around, serious with the job and non-stop laughing all-day-long. Haha! I enjoy the chalenges and I cherish this friendship.

That day my group came to my mom's factory to do photo shooting for the new products. From the process, I did learn more of the tecniques of shooting photo for products. Then they came to my house overnight. Haha, that night really had a lot of jokes, laugh till my stomach pain. Haha! Happy is the most important thing.

Actually these days very happy, not only having a group of people who can coorperate with well, I also feel so happy that Aaron and I had let go the pass and get back this relationship, I mean a very good friendship that I will cherish forever. Hehe...

Actually lot's of thing had happen within these 2 weeks, just.... I feel so lazy to repeat it. Haha! Promise no next time. Hehe...

Sunday, July 19, 2009

My liife is getting fun!

15th July
Mr.SER Shaw Hong, a Malaysian but a lecturer at Thailand's King Mongkut's University of Technology Thonburi. This is a sharing about Japanese Art. Why Japanese art? As what Ser said, Japan is the world's 3rd most unique culture, and he started with the believes of the Japanese. Including Shintoism, Mahayana Buddhism... Other than that, some examples of the art movement was given as slides during the sharing. I like the zen garden most, a landscape art that need to take some time to relax with a cup of tea. Wow~ I like those feel, relax and comfortable.

After the talk, while i was waiting for the interview of GD Club, something just make me stay there for 2 hours. haha!! Ya, a toy poodle. Pets are actually not allow to be in our college, but, seems like no body care about that rule. If i'm not mistaken, this puppy named Coca. So cute... I wish i have one. Haha! anyway, it just brighten my day. ^^ Sleep well...

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18th July
Saturday night is always our family night, and this time we have came to Starhill which located just opposite KL Pavillion. Our plan was to Jogoya to have a Japanese Buffet, but it was fully reserved, with no choice, we came to the ground floor. I'm the one who decide with this restaurant--Fisherman's Cove. Haha! just like the name, they served western seafood. I like to try something new, but a bad thing is, withouht thinking further. That cause a minor quarel between my bro and I.

Yup, my family with mom, dad, grandma and three younger brothers. Actually this is a belated birthday celebration fo rmy 2nd younger brother-- Alcent (the one oin my right hand side with stripe shirt). He told me that he had the best birthday this year with friends who celebrate for him at Ittalianies and family celebrate for him with a dinner out at Starhill. Haha! I'm happy too~ Enjoy your life Alcent, you will found there are more interesting experience out there.

The dining side of the restaurant. The surrounding decorate with saling ships and more elements related to those sailing ships. Nice right? Haha! I like the feel here.

The appetizer with toast by dip in with some sauce.

Yum yum! The first time we have lobster. This is the Australian Lobster as what the manager told me. This is damn expensive, if you get to know the price, i think your eyes will pop out. Haha!! I was wondering before ordering this... But my dad was in a "sunny" mood, so... Hehe...

I forgotten what this fish called. But it is wuite nice, a bit like oriental dishes.

Pasta with prawns, clamp and tomato sauce. I like this the most. Haha!!

Haha... Bout this, just a bit but cost us RM25! wow~

This corridor is very nice, while we were having our dinner, there was a lot of people takingphoto here. That's my 1st younger bro--Admas. Haha!! Fatty~
2 bros... I called them to pose, and they gave me this... haha!! Funny~

This is a bar next to the restaurant, erm... It's actually opposite to the restaurant. Thay have bottles around stab high up as decorations. The most attracting decorations are the colourful lamps hangging up there.

Hrm... This is by the road, but it looks so beautiful.. Haha!!

Haha.. My mom, her best pose. haha!

This is the 2nd time I went to Pavilion at night, but the 1st time to go in at the front door. This sculpture is so attractive and unique. The light will change after a few seconds.
I just got hte chance to take a pic with him as he doesn't like to take photo. Can be seen that he is in a good mood. Haha!!

I like this bag... Damn like it! The design is so simple and yet a class feel. But I think the price is not affortable for me right now.. Haha!!

Same thing, a nice design with striking yellow.

In the wash room of Starhill. Very western tradition style as the water will flow out from the pipe after turning the wheel.

Hehe... My mom took this pic for me. Blur... Haha!

The reflection on the glass like looking at my bro. But i like this, very natural.

Tadaa~ The receipt of our dinner! The most expensive dinner we had! Oh ya, this remind me about the beer, it is very nice, like that so much! (This is the 1st time I will finish the beer.)


Haha... finally finished... ><


Thursday, July 16, 2009

内疚。找回自己


我呀,昨天做了很没脑的事,令好友担心。
回家的路途中,更内疚得猛流泪。
到了家门口,呆了许久,不知要怎么面对她们。
就好像犯错了事的孩子,久久不敢回家,深怕被妈妈训。
最后当然进了去,好友在睡,坐在她身旁,不知怎么是好。
就那么巧,她醒了。
第一句说的,是叫我自己冷静后再说,竟然去男生的家到1点。
虽然他的语气也不重,但我立刻就哭了。
内疚啊~我觉得自己很笨……
过了一段时间,她进来,坐在我身旁,问我,哭完了没。
我擦一擦,坐正。
谈及了我到底在想些什么?
为什么会去他们的家?
有没有想过会发生什么意料之外的事啊?
我是静静的在听……犯错了,哪里还敢出声啊!
说了说,还真觉得庆幸有这帮朋友,要不是他们,我也不知会变得怎样。
对,做回自己。之前一直为了“避免”以前的是在发生,都尽量的去迁就别人。
原来,我已离“迁就”老远,变成“讨好”了。
我的性格,从以前就变到现在,变得失去自我。
朋友摸不着我的底,变得怕了我……
想想,或许因为这样,朋友都离我远去。
谈话结束的时候,好友还是说了“做回你自己”。
我自己原本是怎样的?我都不清楚,在摸索回。
谢谢你们……没了你们,我真的不知怎么办。谢谢……

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

三天的心情故事

7月11日
那天失去了坤成独中,出席了他们的演奏会,还不错。这次还和台湾的一间中学合演。“凌空。音翔”是他们这次的主题。我呀,还闹了个乌龙。一直想着那还是坤成女中,后来看见了有男生穿着他们的演奏服才恍然大悟,自己在那里狂笑。哈!这次的演奏会最特别的是,我的表妹有参与!光荣呢!他和我的堂妹会参与铜管乐也还是受我影响呢!哈!我以前的教练也有出席,但没勇气向他打招呼(之前发生了点纠纷)。就拼命的偷看而已。哈哈!

这小妹妹是超可爱的,萱萱。哈哈!她呀,不怕陌生,我是第一次见她,但很快的,她就和我玩了起来。可爱咧~哈哈!!

左边的是我的堂妹-苑绮,右边的是我的表妹-李琪。她们呀,我最宝贝了。哈哈!两个都那么可爱漂亮。哈哈。


朋友说我这张照片像美少男咧~哈哈!有吗有吗?

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7月13日
心情是极乱的,得重新整理。之前想说,好像被出卖了,但后来搞清楚了,没那回事还比较安心。恩,之前是说又对一个男生有好感,我真的不怕说出来。他和前女友复合了,我是真的替他开心啦。但,心的另一边确是觉得还蛮可惜的。也好啦,我认识他才那么一个星期,彼此都不相熟,这样做个了结也不错。

关于好友嘛,对,我真的可以为了他们付出一切,最终只希望他们开心。但,我每时每分每秒都会担心自己说错什么,做错什么而令他们反感。真的每时每刻都在担心。就只因为我在乎他们,不想失去他们。我的好友不多,只想他们永远都开心。有些会离开我,都是我的错,所以只能做改变。挽回不了,只能祝福他们在未来的日子里也一样快乐。

有时,的确会生气自己,也会生气他们。我没能和他们分享,只能做旁观者。我只希望他们的关系能长久。有时会有自私的念头,希望永远的拥有它们,但我知道没那种可能。自己随时随地都会在无意中,中伤别人。

我现在能做的事,保持沉默,自我检讨,再做改变……

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7月14日
太复杂的经验了,太恐怖了!我竟然有要把他抢过来的念头!啊!疯了!

算了吧,过去的就让它过去吧。一天的享受就够了,一天的回忆就够了。当好朋友就已足够了。这样的情况,让我想起了一首歌的歌词,“……超越了友情,还不到爱情……”但我想想,我们的友情也只有一个星期,对我来说,实在是太短了。说到爱情,还真的有遥远……所以说嘛,有够复杂的。

我讨厌这样的我,太邪恶了,太恐怖了,我不想我的生活有如戏剧,太恐怖了……太恐怖了……真想来个短暂的失忆,把他忘了算,做回天真无邪的我。

听着楼下民歌餐厅播放着的“分手快乐”,还蛮有感触的。虽然是说从没开始,哪来的结束,但一天,就这么一天就让我感受到了甜蜜,也感受到那种酸。复杂的情绪还缠绕着我,正平复着。我不想那情绪影响我做功课的心情。“分手快乐”正适合,哈!无论如何,我会祝福他的。

我真的发觉自己有叛逆的一面,别人越是劝我,我越是想去冒险,像个小孩。现在的我还有理智,绝对不会乱来。不用担心。嘻嘻~

Thursday, July 9, 2009


最近是爱上了岛和海滩。白白的沙,蓝蓝的海,青青的山。舒服的躺在海滩上,聆听那海浪声,多么的自在。尤其适合朋友或亲爱的人,更是一级棒!想说下个目标会去哪里。到时一定要和朋友去,和家人怎么说都没那么好玩。上次就和家人去了热浪岛,想玩香蕉船,妈妈叫我找那些叔叔玩,我才不要咧!他们可老了!万一骨折怎么办?!

之就是我们的合照,和中国的朋友到了热浪岛,会之前拍的。我的右手边使中国朋友,左手边这是我的家人。我和我老弟是最年幼的,两个可闷到躲在房里玩电脑游戏,老的就在外面喝酒。闷啊~所以说嘛,发誓,一定会和朋友再去!不甘愿!哈哈!谁愿意陪我去呢?哈哈……找着找着。

说到玩,那天我们的GD Club办了个户外活动。是我们学校的“第一次”的户外活动。哈哈!超好玩的,有障碍游戏,跑站游戏,水战,大合唱,等等等。太多趣事了,看回照片还会捧腹大笑。虽然还是有一些错误,但,还是大家开心重要,那些错误就等检讨会吧。哈哈!

是想报告下最近都在干什么。哈哈!开学了也~超开心的,可以见到我亲爱的同学们。哈哈!!但第一天的课真的太无聊了,老师都在重复的说些不关事的东西,还拖延时间,简直就等于没上课!气!没关系,我很大方的,原谅他。哈哈!今天的可就惨了,我和惠仪都睡迟了,10点的课,10点才出门。啊~给老师不好的印象了!!
我得加油了,不能在退步了。加油加油加油!!!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

好累哦

不知怎么的,脾气暴躁,累得一直打瞌睡。
下午,本想去纸厂一趟,但因走错路,迷路了。
还好,找到回家的路,最后还是乖乖的去art shop找就好了。
回到家,立刻倒床大睡。呼呼~
梦见了什么?忘了,哈哈!
然后啊,就和Elise去朋友的家吃晚餐。
结果,访者的泊车位没了,到了那公寓最黑暗,最恐怖的后山。
误打误撞的,终于找到了他们的家。
就在找的同时,之前托我帮他做些东西的朋友拨来,脾气又犯了。
改了电话后还埋怨。
之后想说,也没必要那么气。
晚餐后,大家去了楼下的游乐场,玩玩闹闹的,还挺开心的。
之后还因我问起了个突然的问题而开始了话题。
想知道我问些什么吗?还有点意料之外会突然想问的。
“为什么男生要打飞机?”
那些男生还真愣住了,我问的太突然了。
但他们还是很日新的回答了我的问题。之后就好像上了两性讲座一样。
获益不浅,至少我现在知道了,真正认识个人得有住在一起3个月的时间一样。
还挺新奇的,第一次听说。真的让我认真的思考了。
后来,警卫就来赶我们了,时间到,他得关闭那里了。
现在嘛,还是累。写完了就得安排明天得做的事了。
但说真的,很高心认识你们。我真的从来都没能和男生聊那么多。
开心啊~